I’m going to stop blaming the year and stop blaming the lockdowns and all that. My motivation is all over the place lately though. Some days, I feel pumped to do workouts and be healthy. Other days – most days – I just don’t care. Im making progress, then losing the progress. How do I get back on track and stay there? I’m so frustrated with myself and it’s taking everything not to just blame the world and not me. I hate this.
This is all a hard transition to a new way of living. It’s good that you’re shifting the responsibility to yourself. Don’t be too hard on yourself though. T hings really have been tough. But it’s good you’re ready to go for it now.
It’s good to take on whatever attitude give you drive and makes it possible for you to keep up. Yes, it’s been a hard year, but that doesn’t look like it’s changing, so if we can step up, great!
Thanks for all the support! It means a lot. I really feel it’s important to do this to start moving forward again and stop feeling trampled by everything that is happening this year.